THE HECTIC LIFE..

Rasenye da 500 tahun aku x update blog aku.. When i manage 2 open it da bersawang2 blog aku.. Dahsyat2.. Well, Ive got reason 4 dis..

No 1- Theres nothing big happened in my life.. X payah la tulis lam blog if nothing happened kan..

No 2-Cos im sooooo000ooOOO0000OOoooo busy.. Yup.. Dats the main reason.. Lately aku busy sgt.. Mengalahkan Menteri Perikanan Brazil lak.. When will i find some time 4 my self? Asyik sibuk ngan kje je.. I felt like im working 24/7.. No rest n now my body feel the pain.. If this continue la maybe b4 40 aku da bersara kot.. Bdn da sakit2.. Huhu..

Well, ive got a few things 2 say.. First the workplace.. Everyone knows our run rate been going up 4 the past few months.. If sblm ni 1 shift blh la wat 2.1 ke, or 2.2.. Now its 2.5.. 2 br 8 jam.. If 12 hours lak.. kitorang kena wat 3.7 or 3.8.. Sort of la.. In order 2 support dis, management wat la ot n stayback tiap2 mggu.. X menang tgn la nk amik ot..Tiap2 mggu ade.. Main focus aku skang SC70.. Yup, da berbulan2 WIP SC70 kt LB 1 JUTA.. Msk 1 juta, blk pon 1 juta.. Rase cm mesin x jln je.. Pdhl aku rase da beratus lot aku close.. Still x blh catch up.. OT tiap2 mggu pon still naik gak.. Bkn berkurang.. Sometimes aku pon heran, mne lak dtg lot byk2 ni.. Kalau cmni la gayanye umo 70 pon aku still kje lg.. ADOIII..

Secondly, bdk baru.. mesin da bertambah, lot pon da byk so kena la amik bdk baru.. Aku rase kt line aku ni da beribu bdk baru msk, tp last2 yg tggl 3 4 org je.. Yg berhenti len, yg cabut len.. Termasuk la bdk kt line aku.. Cabut gak.. Alasannye gj x ckp.. Da blh wat kje cabut lak.. ADOIII.. STRESSSSS...

Third, indonesian worker.. Tahun ni ramai da abis contract.. Bg aku la, dorang ni lg bagos compared ngan local.. Rajin kje.. X byk alasan.. But contract 2 tahun je.. Anyway, i need 2 bid my farewell 2 IKA, ANGGUN n the other indonesian gurl... CHAIYOKKK..

Ermmm.. i guess dats 4 now.. Ill update later.. BTW, aku ade wat 1 STORY.. Still in process tp  aku akn masukkan part by part in my blog nnt.. STORY ni lbh kurang cam DRAMA SEBABAK aku cam lam FB dl.. But this thing without any dialogue... Thats the different.. WAIT N SEE. Hope u will enjoy..

MR F.... THE RETURN OF 'SO ANNOYING' GUY..

ARRGGGHHHHHHH... Dats the first words coming out from my mouth when i heard bout it.. 2 br dgr .. Lom jumpe lg.. When he finally enter the scream is doubled up. ARRGGGGHHHH ARRRGGGGGGHHHHH... Seriously, wats his problem? Y he still want 2 came back though he receives many objection from us... We dont want him... Say NO 2 MR F..

3 MONTHS AGO..
YAHOOOOO!! Dats wat i feel when MR F been transferred 2 C SHIFT.. Weve endured him 4 so many years.. Felt like a thousand years.. "Ive been dying everyday LIVING with you".. Tetibe kuar lak christina perry punye lagu.. Sepanjang MR F xde kt shift kitorang, our work environment become more relax, calm n less pressure.. Words just cant describe wat i felt at dat moment... So free..

When hes not around MASZ replace him.. Ive got 1 word 4 her.. SPORTING.. Indeed n i never work with anyone so relaxed as her.. X pernah nmpk pon die mrh bdk2 die.. Len la MR F.. Hr2 meroyan.. Gile agknye.. Sepanjang beberape bln ni aku senyum sampai telinga.. Rase free sgt.. Aku blh klik ngan MASZ n shes been covering my back 4 so many times.. THANX MASZ.. Really appreciate it..

After a couple of week, aku dgr cite kete die kene calar.. Mase 2 aku rase kesian lak ngan die.. Spe la yg dajal wat cm2 kt die.. After dat incidents i wish he will be transfer back 2 our shift.. Not because i want 2 but i feel really sorry 4 him.. Its so heartless..  A normal person will never do dat.. Its a total vandalism but he just ignored it.. He said it was nothing but i dont know wat he feel inside..

Beberape bln lps 2, my wish was granted.. Tetibe lak aku rase something.. Adoiii, hr 2 kau ia2 nk die msk, skang ni rase sesak nafas lak..  HUFF HUFF HUFF.. SEMPUTTTTTT.. Honestly, i dont like the fact dat he makes MASZ 2 replaced him n go 2 C SHIFT.. Its so mean.. Ive been asking him bout dis n he said "MANAGEMENT " choose him 2 be in B SHIFT.. Poyo je..  Smlm hr first die n he look more happier.. Aku je yg berkerut2 tgk die.. I dont know wat the future holds but i really wish he will never got into my way.. Lps ni start blk r old habit aku.. Mengutuk MR F lam FACEBOOK.. D'ohh..

POSEUR..

I felt pressured being the breadwinner of my family.. I dont come from a rich family.. Im not even a socialite... If i want something i need 2 earn 4 it... Life is not easy n it taught me 2 be a very strong person.. Being the eldest cause  me 2 be independent n alert bout my surrounding.. I know how difficult it is 2 earn some money.. Dats y i learn 2 be a better person n work really hard..

Im very focus bout my work... Sometime i like 2 play around but i never took my job 4 granted... Honestly i will make everything perfect 4 the other shift b4 i went home... I know how difficult it is 2 get the output.. I always make my machine go green b4 i went out.. I guess the following shift knows it.. But today i got such a shocked story... It really kills my mood n put me in a bad condition..

"Someone" or maybe more than a person complaint bout us n wrote it in a ledger.. Of course the BIG BOSS read it n ask my PE.. Poor my PE.. She knows nothing.. Yet she need 2 answer it 2 the upper management... When i first read it i feel really mad at that person.. Which moron wrote stupid stuff bout us on the ledger?? I never suspect anyone but i try 2 ask the following shift but their answers dissapoint me.. How come none of them knows bout this?? Is it true that they know nothing or they just make fun of us?? Seriously la...

Im not blaming anyone but dis is really bizarre.. 2 the person who complaint bout us,  i know u r out there..  Stop hiding... Dont be a loser n hides behind ur boss.. If u r not satisfied bout us u can just ask us.. No need 2 diss bout us on the ledger.. Ive had enough with drama in my house area.. Do i need 2 face another drama in my workplace 2?? 2 "dat person", SPEAK UP.. DONT BE A POSEUR.. .Dat irritates me the most.. A POSEUR..

THE DIARY..

It's another monday n im having another MONDAY BLUES.. Mls btol nk start kje.. Hr isnin je mls, mls je hr isnin.. Erm... Bila la nk kaye ni... Blh r dok umah goyang2 kaki.. Papepon, hr isnin da berlalu.. Hopefully sok aku xde la liat nk bgn pg.. INSYA ALLAH.. Semangat Ratika!!! Well, aku nk cite beberape bende yg terjadi mggu lps..

TUESDAY 6 MARCH 2012.
First keje ptg... Kne overlap lak.. Adoii.. Msok2 je, sorang kwn aku, bdk shift lain bitau aku yg line aku ade wat another HUMAN ERROR last week.. Aku da risau.. Kes ape plak la kali ni.. Kes hr 2 x settle lg.. Ni ade lg 1.. Nmpk gayanya terpaksa la kitorang jumpe KAK ESAH.. Mandi bunga  bwh jambatan SG. MELAKA.. Konon la nk buang suwey.. Tp sampai skang aku x tau ape kesilapan tersebut n spe yg wat.. Maybe da settle kot..

WEDNESDAY 7 MARCH 2012..
Still overlap lg.. Hr ni MR. F buang tebiat.. Msk2 je bebel2 kt kitorang.. Ckp kitorang yg overlap smlm x mengeluarkan output.. Cis, org da tlg support ni da cukup baik.. Byk songeh plak..Nk dijadikan cite smock aku terkoyak lak.. Btol2 kt tepi smock.. Dr jauh nmpk la aku cam pakai kebaya..  Konon la.. MR. F yg sengal 2 asik la pndg smock aku tg koyak 2.. Pas2 sengih2 cam lala busuk.. Kurang asam punye org.. Gile pe.. Cpt2 aku draw smock br.. Tkut gak kot2 ade aksi yg x sepatutnye berlaku kalau aku pakai smock koyak 2 lg..

THURSDAY 8 MARCH 2012..
Xde big things happen.. Everything run as per normal.. Cume Chandra je la aku nmpk cam busy.. Mggu last die.. So die tawaf r 1 line 2.. Wish him luck n succes in everything he does.. Hopefully..

FRIDAY 9 MARCH 2012..
Bos br kitorang da msk.. Very strict lady.. Awl2 die soh kuarkan ITR yg da lps.. Even yg last year pon ade..Aku x tau  pe sbb die wat cam2.. Aku harap aku xkan jumpe die face 2 face.. Seram tgk muka die..

SATURDAY 10 MARCH...
My youngest sister was admitted due 2 appendix.. Br mggu lps mak aku msk hospital, ni turn adik aku lak.. Erm, malang tol nasib kitorang.. Mtk2 le xde lg pas ni.. Aku rase aku byk abiskan mase kt hospital.. Hope my sister will recover real soon n lead a healthy life.. Konon la..

SUNDAY 11 MARCH 2012..
Hr last CEK MIN.. Pas ni x dpt la tgk Cek min lg.. Wish her good luck.  Spe la yg ganti tmpt die nnt.. Erm... Hr ni jgk kwn aku dak Z kawin.. Sorry r geng x pt dtg.. Anywat selamat pengantin baru Z n suami.. Semoga kekal ke akhir hayat.. Amin... N dats a wrap..

NIGHT SHIFT...

Last week aku kje mlm... Shift favourite aku.. NO office hour.. Tp penat sket, sbb xde off.. Dr kje pg, tros naik mlm.. Energy level is drop to ZERO.. Heres r a few things happen last week..

Firstly, the CO-PIT.. Everytime im thinking bout him, reminds me of my old PE.. GUNA.. He is my first boss n i will remember him 4 the rest of my life... A man with lots of creativity, full of ideas.. Now, aku nk cite psl Chandra.. Bg aku, Chandra sorang boss yg perfect after Guna.. He is very intelligent, full of words, very competitive and really aware bout his surroundings.. 1 yg aku respect psl die, if ade anything happen kt line ke die la org pertama yg turun padang... Die akan wat tugas lebih dr org lain.. Everyone knows bout this i guess.. Die akan pastikan line 2 betol2 perfect... Boss lain mne de mcm 2.. Tau order je..Skang die pon da resigned.. No need 2 talk bout him anymore.. Hopefully pengganti die pon mcm Chandra gak atau even better..

Secondly, the line issue.. Mggu lps, a friend of mine, merangkap budak line aku commit an human error.. Due 2 its sensitivity, aku x blh ckp ape issue tersebut.. Tp aku rase, sume org da tau kot, sbb shift len yg dpt detect problem 2..  I felt sorry 4 my friends, but i do hope they will be stronger... Aku x tau  wat action will be taken on them, hopefully its not a major action la.. Dlm kite ht2 wat kje pon, mistake happened.. Its a total wake up call 4 me.. Pasni aku harap aku akan lebih berhati2 dlm keje.. (HATI2 PON KNE GAK 5S LAST DAY... CISSS..)

Lastly, the family issue.. Its bout my mom... She fell on the ground n was immediately rushed 2 the GH.. After a long wait, she receive a few stitches... Poor my mom... Puas aku nangis smlm... Tp abah aku ckp, bende nk jd nk wat cmne.. Redha je la.. Aku harap mak aku will recover soon.. Sblm ni aku byk bergantung ngan mak aku.. Now, bile die da sakit ni, aku rase bersalah sgt.. Im the eldest n i should take all the responsibility but instead i make her 2 do it.. IM SORRY MOM.. Didnt meant 2 hurt you...  Well, its a wrap now.. If ade mase nnt, i will write again.. DAAA..

LAST WEEK..

Minggu lps aku mmg busy gle..Bpe ari 12 jam..Kalau hr2 mcm ni blh semput.. Da la every weekend kene support ot, even on weekdays pon kene stayback gak.. Aiyoo.. Bile time xde, mmg xde lgsg, time ade ni, die hentam bg ot abis2.. So tiring.. Last week ade few things happen..

Firstly, on monday.. I just got home n my sister broke a shocked news.. Our familys kitten was hit by a car.. He just a couple of month old.. Br nk idop da kene langgar plak.. Ouchh.. It was nothing actually, but since he is part of our family, his lost was a total pain 4 us.. Dear Nyit.. R.I.P.

Secondly, theres a major case happen in FOL last week... Rasenye by now, sume org da tau kot.. Ironically a friend of mine happen 2 witness this thing n end up being called by the security.. It all start bile ade 1 person ni called up boss die.. Jlnkan tanggungjawab, 2 la alasan die.. Itu memang aku puji. Bgos2.. Tp, die libatkan name kwn aku td.. Theres a big turning point there.. Seriously, u cant just call ur superior n said uve got a witness..At least discuss la dl benda ni.. Maybe die blh ckp, I want 2 tell this 2 my boss, is it ok if i mentioned ur name? Simple things camni, might take 5 minutes je kot.. Ni tidak, dat person tros laporkan kt bos die n jual name kwn aku lak.. Ape lagi, kwn aku protes la abis2.. Tp since dis thing was brought 2 the upper management, theres nothing she can do.. Give statement je la.. X tau la npe org 2 sanggup wat cam2.. Mybe nk recognition kot.. Anyway, up until now still xde possible suspect.. So, everyone in FOL is a suspect 4 now.. Hope the security will find the person soon..

3rdly, the PE.. He happens 2 be MIA, 4 a couple of weeks.. Sume org x tau die g mne.. Neither the boss, nor the ma.. Aku mati2 ingat die da g sunpower.. Last story yg aku dgr, kete die kene calar. Pas2 die tros hilang.. Maybe die blk ngadu ngan mak die.. Nangis2 ke.. Sort of la.. Tup2 mggu ni  die timbul blk.. Aik, ingat da blah.. Aku pon tanye la camne kete die.. Da repair ke calar hr 2.. Die ckp kete die ok.. Xde masalah.. Erk!! Big question mark here.. Die ckp sume rumours yg aku dgr 2 nonsense.. The real thing is die g holiday.. End of story.. Ape lg, aku tros r tanye kwn aku.. Dorang ckp mmg kete Mr F calar teruk hr 2.. Maybe die xnk ckp kt aku kot.. Who knows.. 2 the person out there yg jahanamkan kete PE aku 2, korang maybe x tau something.. Mr F ni mmg jenis mangkau.. Korang calarkan kete ke, pecahkan tingkap ke, or even  cabut bumbung kete die, die still akan dtg keje.. Even kalau pintu xde pon, aku rase die still drive kete die g keje.. Die peduli ape.. Maybe lps ni Mr F ptt reconsider bout transport.. Naik bas je la g keje.. Rasenye xde org nk calarkan pintu bas... If ade gak, mmg aku salute r org 2.. Ske wat kje belakang tabir.. Misteri la konon..

THE DAY YOU WENT AWAY..

23 JANUARY 2012                                               AROUND 3AM (MALAYSIAN TIME)

The day he get onboard.. Finally, the day has come.. We never spoke much.. I do know his feeling n hope he knows mine..
The different time zone make it really hard 4 both of us.. This is his choice.. Part of his career... We've been part here n now he's in the different side of the world.. So far that i cant even reach him... So many thought running through my mind..
Will he be ok?? Will he remember me?? Will i got the patient n keep waiting 4 him??  I promised him that i wont cry ANYMORE.. Ive shed my tears baby.. REALLY... Oh dear heart, please be strong....

If u got the chance 2 read this, heres what i felt towards you..
The day you went away...
LOVE COME TO ME~~~

The blue sky is blinding

My heart hurts for some reason

Dew drops form in eyes without me knowing

In my imagination

It feels like you’re getting closer to me

I’ve been waiting for you

I don’t know since when

I still don’t know love

I don’t  know who you are

When will love come to me?

Waiting for your love

Can’t u get a little close to me

My love, baby, my sweetheart..

All those other people

How can they think of love?

Am i the only one who doesn’t know how?

Very warm and comfortable

And sometimes  sweet

With such love you were always with me

I still don’t know love

I don’t know who you are

When will love come to me?

Waiting for your love

Cant u get a little close to me

My love, baby, my sweetheart

Any way that i think bout it

When i see you being so happy

And say i love you a thousand times a day

I wondered when and how

Love would come to me

It was already here

Ever since i knew you

There was a place for you

In my heart

I was born to be with you

If you come to me

Our time together

From this point on

Will be a dream my love

Oh my love, come to me

SARANG NAE GE OH MAN HAE... PART 1

THE WITCH YOOHEE OST..

NEW GIRL...

Smlm aku lalu kt hallway cam biase.. Usually aku just lalu je, tp smlm ht aku tegerak lak nk tgk mesin kt dlm.. Dr luar aku tgk cam ok.. Byk jgk yg ijau.. Then aku tgk jam.. Isshhh, br 10.30.. Awl sgt nk confident.. Tah2 aku msk je nnt x ijau cam skang ni.. Erm, then aku cr partner aku kt dlm.. Partner aku ni kire ok la.. Mesin slalunye sume jln.. Siap standby magazine lg.. Ni yg wat aku syg kt partner aku ni.. Huhu.. Erk, mne die ni?? X nmpk pon.. 

Suddenly aku nmpk sorang gurl ni kt mesin aku.. Spe 2?? X pernah nmpk pon.. New gurl ke??.. Alamak, ape die wat kt sini?? Xkan die jage dpn kot?? Mampos.. Kene msk awl ni.. Sampai kt locker je, kelam kabut aku pakai smock.. Konon la nk msk awl.. Then, aku terfikir.. Awal sgt ni.. Ape aku nk wat msk awl2 ni?? Kang aku kene tlg dorang close lot lak.. Oh no.. Bek aku dok luar jap.. Blh gak bergosip.. Huhu..

Aku msk line kol 10.45.. 2 bg aku plg awl la.. Sampai je kt dpn, aku tgk gurl td da xde.. Aik, mne die pegi?? Blm kol 11.00 lg.. Xkan da blk kot??  Sib bek la ade sorang dua lom blk lg.. Dorang la yg pesan kt aku.. Aku tanye jgk  spe yg jg dpn.. Dorang ckp bdk br.. Erm, aku da tau sgt.. Then, aku pon g r check mesin aku.. Sume jln.. Ade 1 2 yg down.. So, aku ingat its ok la.. Only take couple of time 4 my tech 2 repair..

Aku pon start the routine la.. Roving strip... 1st machine ok.. Just kene anta setup buyoff. Aku roving 1 strip n sent 2 qa.. 2nd machine da bond 3 magz.. so, aku roving mag no#4.. Bile aku check kt epc, 1 pon x roving.. Just receive je.. Erm, xpe la.. Maybe die lupe.. Then, aku continue mesin no 3.. Still x key in roving.. Just receive.. Its continue 2 happen till the 7th machine.. This is not a coincidence.. She did it on purpose.. Xkan psl die bdk br, die x tau prosedur start lot.. Melampau tol..

Tech aku ckp, g jumpe PE dorang.. Seriously, wat 4?? PE 2 mcm nk xnk je kje.. Bdk2 die wat ske2 ht je kt line..Ari2 tgglkan taik.. Xkan kitorang dtg kje setiap hr nk bersihkan taik dorang?? Agak2 la... Nk kje wat cara nk kje.. Jgn wat ala kadar je.. Kate TEAMWORK.. This is not how the line should operate... Kalau PE x tnjkkan cth yg bek, camne ank buah die nk ikut.. Time dpt BEST OEE, sume mengaku bg sumbangan.. Bile bab kje sume berkira.. Please la.. Enough with the drama.. This is a total saboutage.. But sadly, no one seems 2 care bout it..

PASSOVER...

Minggu ni merupakan minggu kedua PE aku msk C shift.. Dats mean 2 minggu jgk la kitorang kje tanpa pengawasan supervisor.. In dat time period aku rase lega sgt.. Not just lega, suka, teruja, gembira dan mcm2 lg la.. Mmg meriah la kitorang kt line dlm ms 2 minggu ni.. Xde kene mrh, xde kene bebel, xde kene buat itu ini n most important xde org nk bising2 kt telinga.. Waaa.. Bestnye... Rase cam line ni aku yg punye..

Tp, yg x besnye 2 la.. PASSOVER.. Hr2 teruk.. Kalau 1 2 hr 2 accept la jgk.. Ni tidak, hr2 mesin cam hawau.. Example smlm, aku jage 7 mesin, tp cume 1  je yg jln.Another 6 mc 2 sumenye teruk.. Yg convert len, yg down len..Even yg same device pon x naik.. Aku da pening.. Wats their problem?? Dl, time PE lame jaga, xde camni teruk.. Sejak PE aku takeover ni makin teruk perangai dorang.. Ckp nk bagus.. Padahal, abuk pon xde..

PE aku jenis berlagak sket.. Die ingat org takut r ngan die.. Nk ikut ckp die je.. Tp semenjak dok  C shift ni, die da len.. X mcm dl lg..  Skang aku dgr cite, die  heboh nk  msk shift aku blk.. Alasannye, x blh handle bdk c. Br die tau cmne kitorang kje..Dl time 1 shift, die pggl kitorang ni sampah.. Skang sibuk nk msk shift sampah ni blk.. Pelik aku dgr.. 2 la, dl kutuk2... Ckp bkn2.. Skang tgk, who's having the last laugh now?? Ape pon x blh r..

THE DISCREET LOVE STORY..

17 JAN 2012..   6.00 PM..

It's the last time 4 me n him.. Wat do i feel now?? I just cant desribe it... It's totally mix up... I learn so many things from him.. Being apart from him makes me feel uneasy..

We've fought a lot, tease each other n even dreamed the same dream.. It will be totally different situation now.. Can i handle everything 4 now?? I can only hope.. I dedicate dis 4 him...

COME NOW INSIDE MY HEART..
YOU'RE TELLING ME BOUT LOVE..
I PRAY THAT THIS ISN'T A DREAM..
MY HEART KEEPS TELLING ME
THAT I SHOULDN'T LET GO OF YOU..
AND THAT I SHOULD BE GREEDY..
IT'S SAYING STUFF THAT'S STUPID..

YOUR LOVE THAT CAME ACCIDENTALLY..
IT WASN'T STRANGE AT ALL..
BUT I DONT KNOW THAT OUR
PROMISED REALTIONSHIP
WOULD BECOME LOVE..
SOMETIMES LATER,
I HAVE TO SENT U AWAY..
BUT I DONT HAVE THE
CONFIDENCE TO DO THAT..

YOU FOUND THE PLACE
THAT I WAS ALONE AT..
NOW YOU'RE GONNA GO BACK..
I KNEW IT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN..
BUT WHY DOES MY HEART HURT..
NOW YOU'RE GONNA GO BACK TO YOUR PLACE..
BECAUSE YOU FOUND THE LOVE YOU WANTED..
I HAVE TO SEND YOU, A HAPPY PERSON
AWAY WITH A SMILE....

YOU TELL ME BOUT LOVE
WHILE LOOKING INTO MY EYES..
BUT IT'S A LIGHTLY
PASSING BY LOVE..
IM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW..
IT'S LIKE IM DREAMING A DREAM..
NOW YOU KNOW THAT FROM THE
BEGINNING WE WERE IN LOVE..

YOU FOUND THE PLACE
THAT I WAS ALONE AT..
NOW YOU'RE GONNA GO BACK..
I KNEW IT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN..
BUT WHY DOES MY HEART HURT..
NOW YOU'RE GONNA GO BACK TO YOUR PLACE..
BECAUSE YOU FOUND THE LOVE YOU WANTED..
I HAVE TO SEND YOU, A HAPPY PERSON
AWAY WITH A SMILE....

CAN'T YOU GIVE ME YOUR LOVE..
CAN YOU REALLY NOT??
IS IT IMPOSSIBLE??
BUT NOW I LOVE YOU SO MUCH..

GEH DEH JI GEUM
FULL HOUSE OST..