THE DAY YOU WENT AWAY..

23 JANUARY 2012                                               AROUND 3AM (MALAYSIAN TIME)

The day he get onboard.. Finally, the day has come.. We never spoke much.. I do know his feeling n hope he knows mine..
The different time zone make it really hard 4 both of us.. This is his choice.. Part of his career... We've been part here n now he's in the different side of the world.. So far that i cant even reach him... So many thought running through my mind..
Will he be ok?? Will he remember me?? Will i got the patient n keep waiting 4 him??  I promised him that i wont cry ANYMORE.. Ive shed my tears baby.. REALLY... Oh dear heart, please be strong....

If u got the chance 2 read this, heres what i felt towards you..
The day you went away...
LOVE COME TO ME~~~

The blue sky is blinding

My heart hurts for some reason

Dew drops form in eyes without me knowing

In my imagination

It feels like you’re getting closer to me

I’ve been waiting for you

I don’t know since when

I still don’t know love

I don’t  know who you are

When will love come to me?

Waiting for your love

Can’t u get a little close to me

My love, baby, my sweetheart..

All those other people

How can they think of love?

Am i the only one who doesn’t know how?

Very warm and comfortable

And sometimes  sweet

With such love you were always with me

I still don’t know love

I don’t know who you are

When will love come to me?

Waiting for your love

Cant u get a little close to me

My love, baby, my sweetheart

Any way that i think bout it

When i see you being so happy

And say i love you a thousand times a day

I wondered when and how

Love would come to me

It was already here

Ever since i knew you

There was a place for you

In my heart

I was born to be with you

If you come to me

Our time together

From this point on

Will be a dream my love

Oh my love, come to me

SARANG NAE GE OH MAN HAE... PART 1

THE WITCH YOOHEE OST..

NEW GIRL...

Smlm aku lalu kt hallway cam biase.. Usually aku just lalu je, tp smlm ht aku tegerak lak nk tgk mesin kt dlm.. Dr luar aku tgk cam ok.. Byk jgk yg ijau.. Then aku tgk jam.. Isshhh, br 10.30.. Awl sgt nk confident.. Tah2 aku msk je nnt x ijau cam skang ni.. Erm, then aku cr partner aku kt dlm.. Partner aku ni kire ok la.. Mesin slalunye sume jln.. Siap standby magazine lg.. Ni yg wat aku syg kt partner aku ni.. Huhu.. Erk, mne die ni?? X nmpk pon.. 

Suddenly aku nmpk sorang gurl ni kt mesin aku.. Spe 2?? X pernah nmpk pon.. New gurl ke??.. Alamak, ape die wat kt sini?? Xkan die jage dpn kot?? Mampos.. Kene msk awl ni.. Sampai kt locker je, kelam kabut aku pakai smock.. Konon la nk msk awl.. Then, aku terfikir.. Awal sgt ni.. Ape aku nk wat msk awl2 ni?? Kang aku kene tlg dorang close lot lak.. Oh no.. Bek aku dok luar jap.. Blh gak bergosip.. Huhu..

Aku msk line kol 10.45.. 2 bg aku plg awl la.. Sampai je kt dpn, aku tgk gurl td da xde.. Aik, mne die pegi?? Blm kol 11.00 lg.. Xkan da blk kot??  Sib bek la ade sorang dua lom blk lg.. Dorang la yg pesan kt aku.. Aku tanye jgk  spe yg jg dpn.. Dorang ckp bdk br.. Erm, aku da tau sgt.. Then, aku pon g r check mesin aku.. Sume jln.. Ade 1 2 yg down.. So, aku ingat its ok la.. Only take couple of time 4 my tech 2 repair..

Aku pon start the routine la.. Roving strip... 1st machine ok.. Just kene anta setup buyoff. Aku roving 1 strip n sent 2 qa.. 2nd machine da bond 3 magz.. so, aku roving mag no#4.. Bile aku check kt epc, 1 pon x roving.. Just receive je.. Erm, xpe la.. Maybe die lupe.. Then, aku continue mesin no 3.. Still x key in roving.. Just receive.. Its continue 2 happen till the 7th machine.. This is not a coincidence.. She did it on purpose.. Xkan psl die bdk br, die x tau prosedur start lot.. Melampau tol..

Tech aku ckp, g jumpe PE dorang.. Seriously, wat 4?? PE 2 mcm nk xnk je kje.. Bdk2 die wat ske2 ht je kt line..Ari2 tgglkan taik.. Xkan kitorang dtg kje setiap hr nk bersihkan taik dorang?? Agak2 la... Nk kje wat cara nk kje.. Jgn wat ala kadar je.. Kate TEAMWORK.. This is not how the line should operate... Kalau PE x tnjkkan cth yg bek, camne ank buah die nk ikut.. Time dpt BEST OEE, sume mengaku bg sumbangan.. Bile bab kje sume berkira.. Please la.. Enough with the drama.. This is a total saboutage.. But sadly, no one seems 2 care bout it..

PASSOVER...

Minggu ni merupakan minggu kedua PE aku msk C shift.. Dats mean 2 minggu jgk la kitorang kje tanpa pengawasan supervisor.. In dat time period aku rase lega sgt.. Not just lega, suka, teruja, gembira dan mcm2 lg la.. Mmg meriah la kitorang kt line dlm ms 2 minggu ni.. Xde kene mrh, xde kene bebel, xde kene buat itu ini n most important xde org nk bising2 kt telinga.. Waaa.. Bestnye... Rase cam line ni aku yg punye..

Tp, yg x besnye 2 la.. PASSOVER.. Hr2 teruk.. Kalau 1 2 hr 2 accept la jgk.. Ni tidak, hr2 mesin cam hawau.. Example smlm, aku jage 7 mesin, tp cume 1  je yg jln.Another 6 mc 2 sumenye teruk.. Yg convert len, yg down len..Even yg same device pon x naik.. Aku da pening.. Wats their problem?? Dl, time PE lame jaga, xde camni teruk.. Sejak PE aku takeover ni makin teruk perangai dorang.. Ckp nk bagus.. Padahal, abuk pon xde..

PE aku jenis berlagak sket.. Die ingat org takut r ngan die.. Nk ikut ckp die je.. Tp semenjak dok  C shift ni, die da len.. X mcm dl lg..  Skang aku dgr cite, die  heboh nk  msk shift aku blk.. Alasannye, x blh handle bdk c. Br die tau cmne kitorang kje..Dl time 1 shift, die pggl kitorang ni sampah.. Skang sibuk nk msk shift sampah ni blk.. Pelik aku dgr.. 2 la, dl kutuk2... Ckp bkn2.. Skang tgk, who's having the last laugh now?? Ape pon x blh r..

THE DISCREET LOVE STORY..

17 JAN 2012..   6.00 PM..

It's the last time 4 me n him.. Wat do i feel now?? I just cant desribe it... It's totally mix up... I learn so many things from him.. Being apart from him makes me feel uneasy..

We've fought a lot, tease each other n even dreamed the same dream.. It will be totally different situation now.. Can i handle everything 4 now?? I can only hope.. I dedicate dis 4 him...

COME NOW INSIDE MY HEART..
YOU'RE TELLING ME BOUT LOVE..
I PRAY THAT THIS ISN'T A DREAM..
MY HEART KEEPS TELLING ME
THAT I SHOULDN'T LET GO OF YOU..
AND THAT I SHOULD BE GREEDY..
IT'S SAYING STUFF THAT'S STUPID..

YOUR LOVE THAT CAME ACCIDENTALLY..
IT WASN'T STRANGE AT ALL..
BUT I DONT KNOW THAT OUR
PROMISED REALTIONSHIP
WOULD BECOME LOVE..
SOMETIMES LATER,
I HAVE TO SENT U AWAY..
BUT I DONT HAVE THE
CONFIDENCE TO DO THAT..

YOU FOUND THE PLACE
THAT I WAS ALONE AT..
NOW YOU'RE GONNA GO BACK..
I KNEW IT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN..
BUT WHY DOES MY HEART HURT..
NOW YOU'RE GONNA GO BACK TO YOUR PLACE..
BECAUSE YOU FOUND THE LOVE YOU WANTED..
I HAVE TO SEND YOU, A HAPPY PERSON
AWAY WITH A SMILE....

YOU TELL ME BOUT LOVE
WHILE LOOKING INTO MY EYES..
BUT IT'S A LIGHTLY
PASSING BY LOVE..
IM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW..
IT'S LIKE IM DREAMING A DREAM..
NOW YOU KNOW THAT FROM THE
BEGINNING WE WERE IN LOVE..

YOU FOUND THE PLACE
THAT I WAS ALONE AT..
NOW YOU'RE GONNA GO BACK..
I KNEW IT WAS GOING TO HAPPEN..
BUT WHY DOES MY HEART HURT..
NOW YOU'RE GONNA GO BACK TO YOUR PLACE..
BECAUSE YOU FOUND THE LOVE YOU WANTED..
I HAVE TO SEND YOU, A HAPPY PERSON
AWAY WITH A SMILE....

CAN'T YOU GIVE ME YOUR LOVE..
CAN YOU REALLY NOT??
IS IT IMPOSSIBLE??
BUT NOW I LOVE YOU SO MUCH..

GEH DEH JI GEUM
FULL HOUSE OST..